Author Archives: mainbean
19 aug
One day at a time is… all we can hope for all we can controll all we can handle all we can be thankful for its everything. One day at a time is all we need. If we know how … Continue reading
Posted in About me, Serenity, Uncategorized
Tagged controll, hope, moment, one day, thankful
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One year and two months
I left for a while! Writing had been so hard, piecing words together that paint the puzzle of my sister’s life I so desperately want and need to make sense of. You, my dear friend I hope can sympathize with … Continue reading
Watching a sister – 5
She is eleven. Still a child but well on her way to becoming a young adult very quickly. My parents decided to move from one town to another. This is a small place, off the beaten path. Parents sometimes think … Continue reading
Posted in addiction, domestic violence, Uncategorized, violence
Tagged boyfriends, college, crystal met, Domestic violence, Drugs, friends, hospital, hot, ice, money, parents, police, run away, school, seizures, sex, sneak, teen
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Watching sister – 4
So here we are in the beautiful neighborhood. A dream come true for my step dad and the whole family. But sometimes beautiful things hide mean people. Not just mean people but mean children. Little sister was a sweetie. She … Continue reading
Posted in About me, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, beautiful, bully, Child abuse, confident, hate, Honesty, hurt, Mothers, responsibility, safe, sex, sister, sunshine, super hero
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To watch a sister -3
The spend the night parties continued. Not Only the love affair that was splitting us apart but my sister continued to be shuttled between my mom and her father. He lived now at his parents home and that is where … Continue reading
Posted in About me
Tagged accident, black sheep, custody, grandparents, Home, marijuana, move, police, pot, roch clip, sister, Travel, uncle, United States
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To watch a sister 2
It was the same neighborhood, same house, same yard but there was something very different. How can I explain it? The feeling was different. Maybe it was because mom was crying all the time again. She had been crying a … Continue reading
To watch a sister -1
Posted in About me, Uncategorized
Tagged affair, baby, birth, childhood, love, responsibility, sadness, sister, storm, suffer
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It’s all fun and games…
It’s all fun and games untill someone get’s hurt. That is what I have always heard anyway. Looking at families that have had to go through an intervention I think it’s a true statement. An intervention doesn’t have to be … Continue reading
Posted in addiction, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, angst, co-dependency, consequense, feelings, freedom, hurt, intervention, medicne, treatment, use
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Moms and Dadio are hittin’ the pipe
You know it really bothers me that we haven’t had more press on the states that have decided to allow pot smoking to be legal. Sure it is new, but where are the discussions? No elementary schools or middle … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged cannabis, co-dependent, high, high parents, legal drugs, marijuana, pot
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I want to die
Have you ever said this? Did you mean what you said? There has been little talk lately about assisted suicide or assisted death but it is sure to come up again soon. There have been many books published and articles … Continue reading
Posted in My questions
Tagged abort, abortion, Assisted suicide, choice, Death, End-of-Life, Family, free, friend, kill, kill me, life, murder, Right to die, Suicide
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