I left for a while!
Writing had been so hard, piecing words together that paint the puzzle of my sister’s life I so desperately want and need to make sense of. You, my dear friend I hope can sympathize with me!I needed a break so I put my head to the books, finished school, changed jobs and have been surviving the swells of loving life hysterically and just feeling hysterical.
The dust is settling finally. I can see without tears blurring my vision, as often, and I want to continue my journey. I realize the pieces of the puzzle I have will not result in a completed product, there will be holes but I guess we all have them. I can only share what I remember and understand from where I am standing at this moment. The beautiful moment will be my future self reading these words – having a better perspective from the mountain tops I will climb and conquer in my future.
One day at a time.